BUZZ WILL SAVE THE DAY!!!!!!!
Jan 31, 2019
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gg6RAeRrm-Y

I'm trying to get out of here without
hitting a car because my doctor's office
is so packed you know a lot of people in
the doctors I don't know what is going
on ambulance and at all all of it was
going our host until that old fellow you
said you were proud of me good morning
and sunny welcome to Thursday Wednesday
Wednesday oh my gosh you guys I cannot
kick I cannot keep up with my days um
yeah as you all can see I'm still
looking a little on the glossy side I am
putting that coconut oil on my face and
it is it is healthy I will say it is
helping I look like a walking melting
butter stick but we okay well wheeze
alright I hope you guys are having a
wonderful to start to your guyses day it
is 944 Here I am on my way to the
doctor's I have a doctor's moving at
10:15 so I am rushing there I got a what
is it called like a
newse warning or whatever saying that
there is a car accident so I'm hoping to
God that I am NOT gonna come into
contact with because I really don't have
time for that right now I really don't
oh why are we stopping okay I don't have
time to wait for you to drive two miles
an hour so we're gonna go around you if
you guys can see look look can you see
it Oh larger-than-life sticker yes and I
have been I have been noticed people are
noticing me very scary got a drive good
but anyways y'all people are noticing me
I got some messages yesterday that was
like I seen your sticker and I looked
you up and I really liked your channel
I'm like thank you thank you so much for
all of my subscribers yeah we've made it
to 1300 I am so excited it is make just
a dream come true
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anyways oh my gosh it is like way way
sunny out feels good but goodness now
when I look like a walking stick of
butter it's just shining shining on
anyways when I get out of the doctor's
I'll check in with you guys because I am
going to pay attention to what I am
doing because like I said there was an
accident up here and I don't want to get
stuck in it so if I have to detour out
I'm gonna have to do that because I
really don't have much time to play with
the timing so anyways I love you guys
I'll check in with you soon
alright you guys I just got all the
doctors everything is looking good
medicines are looking good everything is
on track where it needs to be I am
trying to get out of here without
hitting a car because my doctor's office
is so packed yeah a lot of people in the
doctors I don't know what is going on
ambulance in it oh all of it was going
on
any of who I can say oh so yes doctor's
office doctor's office doctors
appointment went fantastic he went over
all of my blood work with me everything
looks so good cholesterol is right in
normal range
blood Sugar's normal range
everything's fibroid all of it normal so
he was really excited about that he is
very very very pleased with my weight
and I'm so excited and what else what
else
let's see he checked my blood pressure
because my blood pressure when I came in
was a little bit a little bit on the
higher side but he thinks it was from
just I guess walking home so they
checked it again
after a little bit and it was fine it
was just he thinks from the walk coming
in and yeah it was really it just you
know everything's looking really good I
talked to him about my skin he said to
continue to use the coconut oil he
thinks that that's a really good
alternative for now if it continues
though and it continues to keep being
red and like inflamed then I definitely
need to call and talk to him again and
get in and see if maybe there's like a
moisturizer that he can get on my skin
so we will do that but other than that
he said everything's looking fantastic
he is so but happy with the things that
I'm doing and I have continued to do so
that was a good thing and what ails I
think that was it so I am really really
really really excited that
okay I am really excited that things are
looking good like I'm really excited so
I will check in with you guys in just a
few you guys I'm checking in it is
freezing out I haven't checked in for a
while I came home a little bit ago well
it's been a really hot minute since I
was home and miss princess SR decided
she was going to lay on me and fall
asleep so she's clearly still kind of
sleeping off a little bit of this
akina's and actually Omari even fell
asleep for a little bit which is very
unlike him but he fell asleep so I was
just like okay I'm just gonna let them
take a nice nap and get rested up and
actually I even fell asleep for about an
hour which was nice it's a change I'm
not used to falling asleep
I don't think naps never the last two
days I have so it's telling me that my
body maybe is trying to maybe fight
something you know but anyways so me and
my baby girl are on a daughter date we
are gonna go to Walmart and take back a
jacket that I needed to take back that
I've had for a few weeks and it doesn't
fit me I thought it was going to but it
doesn't it's still a little too tight it
was an immense section so I seriously
thought that it would fit me but no so
I'm gonna take it back and get the a
different couple the exact same thing as
this except it's in great so I'm gonna
go ahead and do that because I would
like to have one more of these type of
sweaters to pose for me it's hard to
come across
nice jackets that you know are
comfortable and go with everything so in
two ways and thought is what we is going
to do and then I think that's it I was
just gonna run there and do that really
quick so I can come back home before it
gets too dark which by the time we get
to Walmart it's gonna be dark so there's
no beatin that one by but any new yeah
thought it would be a nice little treat
home
Omar knew I was leaving he was like
grabbing my hand he's like let's go to
the car okay ma understand let's go to
the car I'm like oh I told all I'm like
just put him in the car
you'll spend time with Ezra I'm gonna
spend time with the boys I'm like let's
go put him in the car I feel so bad
so anyways alright well I just wanted to
check in with you guys and Ilya I don't
know what we're gonna do for dinner
I didn't eat this morning before the
doctor's appointment and my
what do you want to call it my
temptations were speaking and I really
wanted to get the Chinese food from the
mall because just once in a while I
crave it not all the time but there are
times that I want it but I didn't do it
I came home and I ended up having one of
my breakfast sandwiches but when I went
to go and bite the sandwich the cheese
that was melted on it was still a little
hot and it burnt my tongue oh wait
that hurt so then later today before
they took their nap me and the kids sat
down and had some vegetables raw
vegetables and when I was eating the
broccoli it was like literally made my
tongue feel like it was on fire
I'm like okay that was kind of weird so
what that was all about but anyways all
right well I will check in with you guys
in a little bit I don't know what is
going on with my eyes but they're like
glossing up really bad so kind of weird
I'm hoping it doesn't have like the oil
inside my eyeballs it would not be very
good but anyways alright I will check in
with you guys in a bit okay you guys I
just got back from Walmart or got back
in from Walmart oh my gosh I didn't end
up vlogging because I just was like
trying to get in and out well my sweet
daughter you know she had an agenda for
why she wanted to go to the store with
mommy tonight she did no I'm just joking
but we had walked in and they have like
this whole aisle of just okay hold on a
huge aisle of just nothing but clearance
clearance of all sorts of stuff well
anyways as we were walking s was like
mama mama mommy mama I'm like why honey
why didn't and she's like it's buzz and
I'm like buzz a buzz who buzz lightyear
and I'm like looking around like what
are you talking about like I know Buzz
Lightyear but I didn't know where she
was seeing Buzz Lightyear and right now
my kids are so into Toy Story it is
ridiculous how much they can sit and
watch Toy Story over and over and over
and over well anyway so what I'm sitting
there I'm trying to figure out where she
has seen it so we found it well I
finally seen where she was seen it look
at these you guys I got her in omar won
they're normally 2997 so $30 and it was
on clearance for 20 and he does like the
chop suey stuff and all that for 20
bucks I'm like are you sure I mean he's
huge so I went ahead and picked him and
as 4/1 I was hoping I was like I know
she will not let me put it back and she
would not let me buy it and not let her
play with it so cuz I was like oh my
gosh I'd be like a perfect birthday gift
for Omar but she's gonna want to play
with hers and she wants to give brother
Omar his so because those two are so in
a toy story right now I'm like alright
but yeah I was like so excited I'm like
okay this works out so okay and keys
would be nice they're still talking
talking for me I thought I had like
voice but it doesn't speak
they have some that speak not here not
right now but it doesn't matter she's
absolutely in love with this thing
so whatever makes them happy I guess and
then I did get one more of these jackets
but I got it in like a dark gray because
I'm gonna put my logo on it as well
because I wear sweaters all the time
like even during summertime to like
cover my arms I still wear them and
these are so light but it's not gonna be
hot for me to wear so I'm gonna get a
good amount of usage out of them
so it works out for me and then Mina's
her sharing her sippy water I got in the
cart and I was so thirsty and I forgot
to grab a water while I was checking out
and so I ancestor I was like baby girl
come mama use your water she's like yeah
so she took a drink and then she don't
want no more she's like I don't want to
where I'm like okay that works for me
I'm gonna steal it so anyhoo now I am on
my way home to go eat some dinner it's
already seven o'clock it's like time
goes fast like I don't understand where
time goes it's like I have so much stuff
that I will need and want to get done
like I have a couple orders of pink
fairy merch line that I have got to get
done so I can get that out to the mill
my customer that purchased the baby
onesies she text me today was like oh my
god Amy I got her onesies and they're so
beautiful I'm like are you sure you like
I'm and she's like no I'm loving them
and like oh thank you so much
because like I had said I sometimes
question my ability to doing good stuff
so when I do it I'm so negative on
solve that I see all the flaws that are
not even there I will still see them and
I will still tell myself there are flaws
so I need to stop that and they need to
be confident in my work because that is
very important for me to be confident
and know that I am very capable of doing
very good work so yeah that was a nice
little boost up boost and then tonight I
think I don't I know we have leftover
Ollie makes this like it's not pizza
it's kind of like a pizza but I don't
even know how to explain it it looks
like a boat and it's got like this
cheese on it it's really good but it is
made with bread so usually I and I mean
you just have like you know you cut it
in like really it's almost like cheese
bread I guess you would almost say
that's kind of what it reminds me of but
because it does have like a thick heavy
bread to it
I just eat like one or two small pieces
and then I eat it with salad no no don't
open it yet you can open it when we get
home okay wait to get buzzed like you're
out until we get home so you can show
Omar Youth yours and his okay just hold
on to it good girl so anyways I don't
know if that's what we're going to have
for dinner you guys I'm gonna shut this
off for Mexico in through an
intersection oops
blinker would be nice
anyway so I know I'm sure that we're
gonna have something to do with that
because we had quite a bit of that
leftover and then I think starting
tomorrow
I don't know I'm debating I mean I'm
still having a good amount of like
weight loss like that's not a concern to
me but like I said I really really
really really wanted to hit that
100-pound mark by the end of this month
well currently I wanted to do it on the
11th but that just was not gonna be the
case
so I'm debating if I want to go ahead
and do something with like lower cows
and cows lower carbs just to kind of
even it out yes honey yes huh yeah as
soon as we get home oh mama we'll help
you take him out of the package okay
okay but anyways I'm just thinking if I
want to go ahead and try for the rest of
the month to do low carb just to get to
my hundred pound mark and then go from
there and see where I'm at and how many
carbs I want to input from there so I
don't know we'll play around with it and
just see I mean I'm not gonna go and
like directly I'm not going to go to the
grocery store and go buy a whole bunch
of stuff to accommodate too low cut to
low carb like that's not what I'm
wanting to do because I definitely would
not do that
/ like for long I mean I do that
sometimes when I need to like kick kick
boost my weight loss again because I
start to stall out sometimes to change
things up I will do something like that
just to kind of trick my body okay
what's going on here but for the most
part I don't do low-carb because you can
have carbs in moderation with and it'd
be okay so I'm not gonna go and buy a
whole bunch of groceries for a low-carb
diet but I'm just thinking if you know
we have stuff to do low-carb so it's not
like I can't it really wouldn't truly
affect me too much so I don't know I was
just thinking maybe I might try a little
bit just to kind of boost myself and I
metabolism to spike a little bit and
then go from there
see how well it trigger triggers my body
but anyways I am tired I think the whole
know sleeping night before last is kind
of catching up to me a little bit cuz I
feel it
was a cop I feel it a little bit tonight
so I don't know we'll see it's already
seven o'clock I would like to take a hot
shower my back is still hurting me guys
I don't know it is driving me absolutely
bonkers I really would like to not have
a back that's hurting and I'm not gonna
continue to keep up and I mean just to
help it out so and then while I was at
the doctor's today he prescribed to me
because I told him that I have been
having a little bit of problems sleeping
like I normally normally I go to bed at
a decent time and I sleep throughout the
entire night but then the last yeah
Space Ranger the last couple like the
last point two weeks I've been
struggling a little bit to fall asleep
and stay asleep
I noticed that I've been not going to
bed until like 2:00 or 3:00 in the
morning getting back up you know eight
o'clock at the latest and I think my
body is just kind of filling it and so
like he said you know you have to have a
good amount of sleep every night in
order to be able to function and you
know feel like you are able to hit the
ground running you know when you wake up
and I'm like no exactly but I just don't
feel like that I feel like when I wake
up I just I'm just not getting enough
sleep and so he prescribed me a sleeping
pill to take along with my
antidepressant that I take every night
so I'm gonna change my times that I'm
taking my pills because I want to at
least take the pill
and yeah you know I mean I want to still
be able to stay up with oli for a little
pill out like you know ten o'clock okay
these two cars are gonna hit each other
take the pill at like 10 o'clock then
you know by 11:30 12:00 o'clock I should
be ready to go to sleep and get a good
night's worth of sleep that's it's the
goal so I don't know yes don't now but
he also said that this med that he's
giving me he's just starting me up 50
milligrams and then he said there is a
wide range of that he can go up if me be
so hopefully because my body is pretty
sensitive to stuff like that so like
melatonin even if I take a half of a 5
milligram melatonin I'm still filling it
the day after like the next morning and
that's why I don't take melatonin
because of that so he said that I
shouldn't have that with this pill my
brain I don't because I really honestly
I need to be able to get a good amount
of sleep but not have it where it's
dragging throughout the rest of the day
the following day because and that's
just gonna affect me
and my ability to be I don't know I
didn't go and pick it up tonight I just
there was just no time I honestly was
running out of time so I was like it's
alright I'll just do it tomorrow cuz I
got a drop of prescription off anyways
so I'll just pick drop it off and then
pick him up tomorrow evening and start
at tomorrow night and see how it works
and if I have any lingering side effects
the following day after taking it so and
I'll find out what it is and then I'll
ask you guys if any of you guys have
taken it I don't remember it's like it
starts with a T so I don't know anyways
it's been a day I am so happy to say
that you guys are such a blessing to me
and my family you guys have been awesome
I'm so so so thankful for each and every
one of you
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it's
it's going good you guys it's going good
I feel like you know me and Ollie are
figuring out a little bit of a different
type of schedule for our family in the
sense that you know is something that I
was talking to my counselor about was
you know the fact that sometimes people
work better knowing what they're going
to be doing the following day or the day
of or whatever and I'm one of those I
like to have a schedule because as long
as I have a schedule then I kind of know
more so what I'm doing and you know just
like any parent that works you have a
schedule the the hard part is when you
own your own business
you don't really have a schedule your
schedules all over the place because
that's your business
especially when you're right in that
growing period where you're trying to
grow it and I'm not talking the You Tube
channel because to me that YouTube
channel is just not a job to me it's
it's such a it's so much a part of us
that it's not that doesn't feel like a
job and you know and I've had a few
people you know message me and say you
know maybe you need to take a day or two
off from YouTube and you know those are
your days that you have down you know
you don't want to burn yourself out but
honestly I don't feel like that I I
really do you know it would be my
vinylene that I need to set a schedule
because I can go crazy with my finally I
could sit there for hours at a time
hours but that's not healthy first of
all I need to be up moving doing
something I don't need to just be
sitting all the time
- you know I need to make time for
myself for my kids for my husband for my
family for my youtube channel for it all
and so I sat down last night and worked
on a schedule and I think it's gonna
really work out where I'm gonna vlog a
couple of days a week and then do
sit-down videos a couple days a week and
I think that that's gonna be really fun
and I'm really hoping to incorporate and
all he's already been on board and it's
totally accepting of you know at least
one day of the sit-down videos we'll do
a video together you know and do story
time or whatever my husband comes up
with some odd interesting ideas but you
guys he is so funny I absolutely adore
my husband he the things he does I just
love him but he is so like ambitious to
do anything that I ask of him when it
comes to stuff like that so he was just
like totally down for he's like oh my
gosh yeah totally so one day of the week
me and him will do like a sit-down video
and then the rest of the week will be
either sit-down videos of from me or a
vlog from us or the family whatever it
might be so anyways that is what we are
going to work on
and other than that I think that's
really it I don't think there's a whole
lot that went on today other than just
my doctor's appointment stuff which was
nice today is just kind of a short one
day but you know we have those days so
anyways I hope you guys all had a
wonderful wonderful day and I hope and
pray that you guys have a wonderful
blessed day tomorrow I am going to close
my vlog here because it's already seven
o'clock and I'm gonna go in and eat some
Dindin and then start my nightly routine
my child Ryan so anyways I will talk to
you guys in the morning
right you shiny I don't know what we
have planned I know Ollie has a few
things he has to do but I don't know if
it has anything to do with us or if it's
with him and his work buddy but either
way I'm still gonna check in with you
guys so you will be seeing my face
eventually anyways alright you guys love
ya thank you for watching and I will
check in with you guys tomorrow bright
and shiny in the morning until then
sweet dreams bye bye
